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Friday, September 28th, 2007
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monthly update:
well, hollywood is over. and surprisingly, my life isn't any less stressful.
i'm still at wild woody's. the job pays really well, but i'm still not thrilled about wearing a mini skirt and knee high boots to work. not to mention "bikini sundays". i really only work from 10-2, and i can make $100 easily. not thrilled about getting home at 4am though.
i've been partying a lot too. lately, there's been at least 1-2 nights a week i'm out all night. or leaving straight from a party to go work with the boys. this is not me.
speaking of the boys. i started working with them a couple weeks ago. i can't imagine what those parents must go through. two three year olds with autism?? what are the chances. they're great kids, but they just take sooo much out of you.
my classes are okay. exams are coming up pretty quickly though, and i've barely had a chance to study. perhaps taking 12 credits while working 50+ hours a week wasn't a great idea.
life is stressful, but i'm having a lot of fun too. i just need to figure out how to balance all of this.
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Thursday, August 9th, 2007
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not quite sure how this is going to work:
friday:
hv 9a-5p
ww 8p-3:30a
saturday:
ww 8p-3:30a
sunday:
hv 9a-5p
ww8p-3:30a
note the 4 hours of sleep i'll be getting saturday night, before working two more shifts.
job #3 starts in two weeks too.
and i still have two more weeks of class.
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Saturday, August 4th, 2007
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home from wild woody's.
i smell of beer and smoke.
work at 9 am.
maybe sleeping is a bad idea.
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i got job #3 yesterday.
my dad and i went to wild woody's, they've been looking for servers, and my dad knows everyone that works there.
i was speaking to one of the managers to set up an interview and he decided to skip that part and just have me start training this friday.
something tells me i might not be able to do three jobs and school.
hv- 20-30 hours (3-4 shifts) per week
ww- 3 shifts per week
iom- 5 shifts (starting mid aug)
luckly, i only have to go to class on days i have exams or have to turn something in.
wish me luck.
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i don't have to retake my research design class!!!!!!!!!
=)
(but i probably will anyways)
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-nick and i are over
+new job on the way
-exam in 10 hours
+one week without studying
+paid my summer tuition
-broke, again
+circa survive's new cd
4+'s, 3-'s, eh.... still in a pretty good mood.
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thinking about the future makes me nauseaus.
so much worry, so much i can't control.
i'm doing terribly in my psych class. $900 out of my pocket. gone. i'll have to retake it.
i have two more classes and my final exam.
then my other class starts.
i've only been outside once this summer.
and it was just to clean my car.
i hate my job.
i wish i could enjoy summer.
i miss staying out until the sun came up.
doing things i've never done before.
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Tuesday, April 10th, 2007
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so nick and i are done, but we're trying to still be good friends.
my mom is refusing to help me get loans for school.
anyone want to loan me $2000 for my spring/summer classes? :/
and i think i'm going to end up moving to my dad's house.
consider yourselves updated.
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so i've realized that not only have a lot of the people i've known since high school not gone anywhere in life, but some of them are degressing.
anyways, i love my life.
every aspect of it.
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Wednesday, February 28th, 2007
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Tuesday, February 27th, 2007
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Sunday, February 18th, 2007
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Friday, January 19th, 2007
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| Time: | 9:57 am. |
| Mood: |  drained. |
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i'm beginning to think this semester may be more than i can handle. i have two tests and a paper due next week. and i haven't even opened my psych book yet. i understand pre-calc, but the more homework problems i do, the more i question what i know. i hate that some problems don't have answers.
i really dislike macomb. but i need to stick it out this last semester so i can transfer to oakland.
things with nick seem to be a little rocky lately. we're both under a lot of stress.
i don't even know what to say about work. i've been completely out of the loop these past couple weeks. it worries me. this is how i lost my last job. they just kinda phased me out.
now i'm going to go do homework and read until i have to be at work. visit me if you'd like. i'll be there 1-9.
note to self: pick up your dry-cleaning tomorrow- they close at 5.
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Thursday, January 11th, 2007
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i have had the worst night in hollywood video history.
i've been yelled at, screamed at, and called just about every name in the book.
the only person that hasn't shown even the slightest interest in my terrible night is nick... which doesn't make anything any better.
and my classes start in 9 hours. fucking great.
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Saturday, December 23rd, 2006
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i'm at my dad's house right now.
my mom and i had yet another falling out.
all that matters is i owe her $1600 and i'm debt free. but i only have $800 and my books for this next semester are gonna be at least $400.
$1600 and it's over. i'm done. i've begun packing. but i pinched a nerve in my shoulder almost two weeks ago and i still can't lift anything.
maybe it's the vicodin talking, but i'm glad this is over.
nothing i do is ever good enough.
i work 60+ hours a week, go to school full-time, and manage to keep my 3.2.
if it were up to her, i'd be working instead of going to school.
i wish this were easier. but until i can make myself financially independent from my mother, this battle will never end.
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Monday, November 27th, 2006
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| Time: | 6:50 pm. |
| Mood: |  hurt. |
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i thought it was weird that my boyfriend had been so committed lately. it just seemed out of character.
well, today seemed to have put an end to that.
he says he wants me to open up... then he says he cares about no one but himself...?
"take this how you want, but i just don't care about other people anymore..." followed by a very long silence.
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i took a break from writing my psych paper last night to clean my closet.
yes... i know i'm a freak.
but i stumbled across my journal from senior year. it's amazing how much things change, how much people change.
there are parts of it i really miss sometimes.
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Friday, November 24th, 2006
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i don't want to hear anyone complain about how bad their day was.
i could kill.
9 1/2 hours of irate customers and relentless stress.
tomorrow will be the same: hv 9-5
sunday, again: hv 9-5
monday: endura 7-1:30, dr. app. 2, endura ?-5
tuesday: class 11-8
wednesday: endura 7-4:30, hv 5-12:30
thursday: class 11-8
friday: hv 9-5
saturday: hv 9-5
and thursday (my birthday) i have a 5-7 page psych paper and a 3 page ethics paper due. when am i going to have time for this?
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Monday, November 20th, 2006
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| Time: | 8:08 pm. |
| Mood: |  sick. |
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i woke up this morning and felt aweful. my mom's been home because she's been sick and i guess it now finally caught up to me. i knew i had to go into work this morning. i definitely worked from 7-10 and gave up. my dad said he needed me to stay, they're pretty behind in all their work. if they're that desperate for people they're gonna have to go look for some. came home, ate, spoke to nick for a few minutes, and slept until almost 5. luckly sara covered my shift tonight. there's no way i could work another 8 hours today.
now nick's getting sick too.
but he's still the most amazing boyfriend ever. he picked me up after his class and took me out to panera for dinner. we stopped at best buy so he could spend his giftcard and he brought me back home.
my 18 hour work day turned into a lot of sleeping and the rest of my night will be filled with studying. i have three exams tomorrow. lame.
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